Away.
Posted on Saturday, February 2, 2013 at 1:30 AM.
31st January 2013.
At school:
Searching for Aina and Lala. They took my phone away. Nope. Correction. I gave it to them. Yes. My fault. My bad. My mistake. I shouldn't gave it to em but srsly, Idek what will happen. Around 2.10 pm. Still searching for em. I walked to their class. 'Haa ni pun hampa, aku dok cari dari tadi. Mana phone aku?' Then Aina told me there's 3 missed calls and one text from Abah. It sounds like this....
Nyang dah takdak. Baru ja. Habaq kat cikgu Along nak balik awai..
And that moment, I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. Then I sent a text message to Mama. Told her to fetch me up. Around 2.30, there's still no calls or texts from Mama. Then I walked to my class and I saw Sufy and Nureen. They hugged me and you know... I'm crying. But I know it won't change anything, ANYTHING. Then I walked to 4 Dinamik and I saw Aiza is sitting alone. I sat beside Aiza. And I told her 'Hang tau dak, selalu pukoi 5 pagi kalau nak balik rumah aku cium nyang aku. Tapi pagi tadi aku lupa. Aku bebai cari tudung takjumpak sampai lupa cium dia' and Aiza was like 'Ohhh' and I cried again. Again and again. Around 2.55 pm. Arrived home. I wore a pair of baju kurung. My late great grandmother gave it to me.
Kampung:
Arrived. Walked in. And I saw her. My late great grandmother. They covered her body with a blanket. Sedih. Menyesal. But then, try not to cry in front of her. Ambik Yaasin, baca. Then they took her to the kitchen. I went to the kitchen and I saw her in aaaa something like bathtub. I'm sorry I don't know what it is. Tengok mama tolong mandikan jenazah. Aku pun tolong sikit mana yg boleh. Then depa letak apa yg patut. Lepastu yg lain angkat arwah naik ataih. Kapan apa semua. Sebelum depa tutup muka arwah nyang, depa panggil anak cucu cicit adik beradik apa semua cium dia. You know what. Dia wangi. Dia segak. Dia putih. And I was like, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Then I followed the rest. I kissed her. And Alhamdulillah again, dekat kubuq semua okay. Good day, good weather. Al-Fatihah.
O Allah, tempatkanlah dia di Jannah mu. Peliharalah dia di sisimu. Layakkanlah dia untuk bersama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
Away.
Posted on Saturday, February 2, 2013 at 1:30 AM.
31st January 2013.
At school:
Searching for Aina and Lala. They took my phone away. Nope. Correction. I gave it to them. Yes. My fault. My bad. My mistake. I shouldn't gave it to em but srsly, Idek what will happen. Around 2.10 pm. Still searching for em. I walked to their class. 'Haa ni pun hampa, aku dok cari dari tadi. Mana phone aku?' Then Aina told me there's 3 missed calls and one text from Abah. It sounds like this....
Nyang dah takdak. Baru ja. Habaq kat cikgu Along nak balik awai..
And that moment, I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. Then I sent a text message to Mama. Told her to fetch me up. Around 2.30, there's still no calls or texts from Mama. Then I walked to my class and I saw Sufy and Nureen. They hugged me and you know... I'm crying. But I know it won't change anything, ANYTHING. Then I walked to 4 Dinamik and I saw Aiza is sitting alone. I sat beside Aiza. And I told her 'Hang tau dak, selalu pukoi 5 pagi kalau nak balik rumah aku cium nyang aku. Tapi pagi tadi aku lupa. Aku bebai cari tudung takjumpak sampai lupa cium dia' and Aiza was like 'Ohhh' and I cried again. Again and again. Around 2.55 pm. Arrived home. I wore a pair of baju kurung. My late great grandmother gave it to me.
Kampung:
Arrived. Walked in. And I saw her. My late great grandmother. They covered her body with a blanket. Sedih. Menyesal. But then, try not to cry in front of her. Ambik Yaasin, baca. Then they took her to the kitchen. I went to the kitchen and I saw her in aaaa something like bathtub. I'm sorry I don't know what it is. Tengok mama tolong mandikan jenazah. Aku pun tolong sikit mana yg boleh. Then depa letak apa yg patut. Lepastu yg lain angkat arwah naik ataih. Kapan apa semua. Sebelum depa tutup muka arwah nyang, depa panggil anak cucu cicit adik beradik apa semua cium dia. You know what. Dia wangi. Dia segak. Dia putih. And I was like, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Then I followed the rest. I kissed her. And Alhamdulillah again, dekat kubuq semua okay. Good day, good weather. Al-Fatihah.
O Allah, tempatkanlah dia di Jannah mu. Peliharalah dia di sisimu. Layakkanlah dia untuk bersama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
anis syafiqah
A girl who loves her trumpet and likes to play w her guitar. Muslim. I am a teenager and I'm Dermarian. On my way to sixteen. I am addicted mocha, Adam Levine, G-Dragon and cameras. Well my favourite colour is grey. And oh, I have one family, seven girls and one boy that own my heart. Zombies love brains. I'm the zombie, they'll be the brains. So I love them.
And yah 10/11/12 is a date to be remembered and Ril is a boy to be loved.
Well here's my: twitter
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x Ril.
x Afini.
x Anis Adilah.
x Aida Afza.
x Ameerah Nazheefah.
x Aiza Farhanim.
x Aina Nazifa.
x Siti Noratikah.
x Eryn.
x Wafi.
They are my love my soul my heart my everything and i need them to be with me. My bad boy, my girls and my old friend, i will always love all of you, #IniSemuaPoyo lol i don't even care, whtvr. And yah, sincerely, Ril's xoxxxoo muahzahhx! xx
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