An entry for love...
Posted on Saturday, February 16, 2013 at 9:53 PM.
Assalamualaikum. Em hi sayang, If you are reading this i just want you to know that i miss you so much. It's been two days i didn't get your text message & now i'm missing you badly. Aaaa & em sorry i didn't send you a goodnight text / goodmorning text / i didn't call you bcs i'm really out of crdt. Sorry sayang. Btw i just lahv my new twitter's header hehe. Okay thts all sayang bye i love you :-*

Hi school shoes.


Hi homework(s). 


Wow it's my phone's camera's trick heh you shouldnt believe Camera 360 yah you shouldnt. Haha sarcastic enough? :p

So esok dah sekolah. Haihhhh hi school & bye holiday i will miss you.


This way.
Posted on Friday, February 15, 2013 at 2:06 AM.
Assalamualaikum. Since i've got nothing to do so now i'm going to mess up w you gaiseee ok no lol no i'm not that good in english i'm sorry for the broken one yah well so aku ada plan harini nak keluaq jogging dengan gadis gadis aku hahaha lol ayatttttt kenot goooo. Ok back to the main topic..... dalam pukul 5 lebih macam tuu groooom hm guruh wey guruh pft *wiping tears* maka dengan itu plan aku pun secara automatik dibatalkan. Cabut tudung, tukaq seluaq, ambik bantal letak depan tv, tidoq, online. Haihhh i miss my girls & my boy soooo much. Hm sebut pasai my lil boy well he's out of credit hmmmm what a day.. i really miss him. Btw otp dengan dia semalam. He keep talking about 'teh' hahaha 'You...... nak teh?' Hahaha Angah punca. Tengah otp & suddenly she came to me & said 'Along ma suruh bancuh teh ada orang mai. Jangan tidoq awai sangat' haha but last night he's being soooo cute hahaha i just fall in lahv w him again & again and i was like 'sayang could you pls stop being so cute & adorable & handsome & whtvr bcs i'll miss you after this' hahaha yes & now i miss him haih i just cant imagine that one day we'll walk together, we'll holding hands, we'll share an ice-cream, he'll sing a song for me while playing a guitar & he'll kiss my forehead & we'll look at the stars together and count em' till we fall asleep. You know what sayang.. i just hope that you'll be mine. Forever. Amin.


Meet my lil cousin si kening lebat junior hehe Along miss you sayang :-*


Love
Posted on Wednesday, February 13, 2013 at 5:30 AM.

I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE
I MISS YOU, LOVE


Anis

10 02 13
Posted on at 5:25 AM.

Assalamualaikum. So, miss me? Hehe well its already three months and three days i'm in lahv w my lil kiddo, and yes i love my boy so much. Cenggini (y) Hahahaha i just dont know how to explain it well you know, my boy, me & our relationship. It is just too complicated & yah i'm serious abt it bcs i love my lil romeo very much xoxo hehe he's too perfect. Kalau banding dengan aku lah. He's just much better than me. Naah seriously sayang i'm sorry i cant describe anything abt you, it just that i love you baby i love you sooo much & my love for you is endless. Pls, keep my promises w you and i'll keep yours w me & remember this sayang, no matter wht happens between us, you'll always be my baby, my sayang, my love, my world, my lil bad boy, my mok, my kening lebat seksi mengancam menggoda and my everything. There's no one can replace you & no one else can be you. You're my one & only. Sayang, i love you & told yah, i will always do 


Bought this at Hatyai & there's capital K on one of the rings. Hehe :*




Meet my comel.
Posted on Wednesday, February 6, 2013 at 6:19 AM.
Hey ppl! So now i just wanna tell the world that i have a girl that will always stay beside me to gimme some advice if i had a problem. Well i used to call her eryn, my beloved sexophonist. We used to tell or share our own problems to each other and she always understand me. You will never know how cute she is till you get close with her bcs she keep talking like aaaaa burung murai yah something like that and that is the reason why i love my eryn so much. She's one year younger than me but i don't even care how old she is bcs she's just too perfect and she's one of my sisters and best friends and yah eryn if you are reading this, i just want you to know that i love you and i will always try to be a good friend to you, InsyaAllah.


My soulmate. Thanks for everything eryn :*


Heart and soul.
Posted on at 6:06 AM.

Today is a good day for me yah i've got a permission from my parents yay thanks mama and abah :* an instrument with three valves on it. Ohmyyyyy trumpet I miss you so much sayang. You have no idea how much i love you :p Btw otp with jantung hati semalam and we had a good conversation hehe love you :* So guess what? 10th February 2013 will be coming soon so i'm counting down the date and day hehe. Love you again my lil bad boy! xoxo




Away.
Posted on Saturday, February 2, 2013 at 1:30 AM.
31st January 2013. 

At school:
Searching for Aina and Lala. They took my phone away. Nope. Correction. I gave it to them. Yes. My fault. My bad. My mistake. I shouldn't gave it to em but srsly, Idek what will happen. Around 2.10 pm. Still searching for em. I walked to their class. 'Haa ni pun hampa, aku dok cari dari tadi. Mana phone aku?' Then Aina told me there's 3 missed calls and one text from Abah. It sounds like this....

Nyang dah takdak. Baru ja. Habaq kat cikgu Along nak balik awai..

And that moment, I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. Then I sent a text message to Mama. Told her to fetch me up. Around 2.30, there's still no calls or texts from Mama. Then I walked to my class and I saw Sufy and Nureen. They hugged me and you know... I'm crying. But I know it won't change anything, ANYTHING. Then I walked to 4 Dinamik and I saw Aiza is sitting alone. I sat beside Aiza. And I told her 'Hang tau dak, selalu pukoi 5 pagi kalau nak balik rumah aku cium nyang aku. Tapi pagi tadi aku lupa. Aku bebai cari tudung takjumpak sampai lupa cium dia' and Aiza was like 'Ohhh' and I cried again. Again and again. Around 2.55 pm. Arrived home. I wore a pair of baju kurung. My late great grandmother gave it to me.

Kampung:
Arrived. Walked in. And I saw her. My late great grandmother. They covered her body with a blanket. Sedih. Menyesal. But then, try not to cry in front of her. Ambik Yaasin, baca. Then they took her to the kitchen. I went to the kitchen and I saw her in aaaa something like bathtub. I'm sorry I don't know what it is. Tengok mama tolong mandikan jenazah. Aku pun tolong sikit mana yg boleh. Then depa letak apa yg patut. Lepastu yg lain angkat arwah naik ataih. Kapan apa semua. Sebelum depa tutup muka arwah nyang, depa panggil anak cucu cicit adik beradik apa semua cium dia. You know what. Dia wangi. Dia segak. Dia putih. And I was like, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Then I followed the rest. I kissed her. And Alhamdulillah again, dekat kubuq semua okay. Good day, good weather. Al-Fatihah.



O Allah, tempatkanlah dia di Jannah mu. Peliharalah dia di sisimu. Layakkanlah dia untuk bersama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

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